long overdue

There is no point avoiding everything that has happened for the past one year. There is no need to stop blogging. I have considered erasing memories. I have considered erasing this blog. For now, I think that is not a good idea.

Note to self:

-stop cribbing,
-start working,
-life screws you ( over and over again)
-but life also has a way of making you smile,
-it's easy to loose hope and think everything has fallen apart,
-it is however difficult to gather up the pieces and move on,
-sometimes it is more liberating to accept a challenge,
-love can never be everything, it is all a misconception.

I need to taste some freedom, do amazing things that people seem to be doing all around me. I need to pull myself out of the rut and look ahead. Its impossible to erase mistakes I've made, but for once let me learn from them. Perhaps all this was due. Time to move on. Time to stop looking back.

I deleted my blog because I was going through a whole load of shit, I also deleted my Flickr account. So since I don't want to lose all my pictures and have some memory of them,welcome back bloggy.

I've chanced upon two amazing blogs, although I shall not reveal their identity, but it strikes me as I've just finished reading a post from one of the two very amazing blogs, how interesting blogging can be, how very different from the usual update about what one has eaten,driven and fitted into. This discussion having sparked off in my mind after an afternoon of much pondering over blogging and writing styles, where my friend went on to point out how my writing has matured.But as I see the only thing I can write about is how I love cheese,and how confusing and complicated my life is?Most of the blogs I've read so long are no exception really, except perhaps cheese is replaced by chocolate or coffee or even better, sex or the need to have sex, either way.But I digress, I had no intention to start a discussion on blogging styles.

I have been away on a little vacation, a very dissatisfying one at that. I am a hill person, seas are only a little too sandy and salty all at once.And talking about sand stories,that people often seem to talk of,my sand stories always turn out a little bit incomplete. But at least no matter how bad a journey can turn out to be, at least it is an escape from familiarity. But I shall not talk about escape because gone are the days when I used to profess my unconditional loyalty to the path followed by the hobo McCandless.

I most certainly still want to travel, and not do anything that I seem to be doing now. In fact I cannot wait for the following few semesters to end, at the end of which I have promised myself to go on a sojourn all by myself in search of what I've so long been looking for, I do not know what I'm looking for but I hope to discover soon enough,once my life no longer requires giving bad exams, or writing term papers, or pursuing failed relationships, or following a stupid routine, or trying too hard to please people. Yes,enough with all of that soon I hope.

And now lets skip to two very retarded pictures of me in quick succession.


Yes,I always pose stupidly in front of the camera.


Of course I look even more retarded when I am not conscious of the camera clicking.

We all need cheese in our lives

I've had a crazy last week.I fell off the staircase and injured my hand and the consequence was that I had to type out my entire Contemporary Drama paper with the left hand, and that I did for fifteen pages!In between I also managed to sit for a couple of disastrous tests, at several points of the week ate tubs of ice cream to make myself feel better, contemplated having cheesecake, managed to have parts of a cheesecake from I's plate when he was looking unsuspectingly at the other side, refused to order cheesecake and instead chose a dish of tantalizingly yummy chicken and cheese fettuccine. And it strikes me suddenly how much I eat,really.But lets not go there.I hear my friend Tuna's house was broken into by burglars last night and the police did zilch,I am glad you're ok Tuna.Really.I have a lot more to write about but I think I shall make that into an entirely different blog post. I tell you cheese shall save the world.Sigh.


(Pictures from on top of Dhakuria bridge =D *glee* )